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cadence - August 17th, 2023
Two days ago, August 15th, I was fired. For the day. My first day away, and my Love's rhythm changed. He showered and left (hours early)...
drag it from the end of my tongue
The hidden co-author's cut.
No, really, someone tell me.
I exist entirely above the eyes. Everything else is just the vessel that holds the pen or moves the cursor.
Living somewhere between the first page and now, looking out the window at early autumn leaves and hoping to see the squirrels on the roof or the neighbor's dog in their backyard.
Bask in your existence, as I do in mine.
"I have thought about you every day since we last spoke, if only to regret that I found neither the time nor the energy to continue."
August 14th, 2023
From me, to my journal
"I've always been the only thing in my way.
Not anymore."
July 13th, 2024
"All the pressure I've been feeling is on me."
August 9th, 2024
"My darling, I've done you a disservice for so long.
Forgive me."
Tuesday, August 20th, 2024
Day 4 of Being Awake